selfie sublime
selfie sublime
the clutter of it all
the clutter of it all

poem set to music https://paulhansonclark.bandcamp.com/track/the-clutter-of-it-all

anger
anger
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i'm a pisces but i'd rather be a killer whale
i'm a pisces but i'd rather be a killer whale
exit sign
exit sign

parking garage at 14th & p in lincoln there’s all these neat handpainted exit signs toward the end of the ramp. shit like that could be everywhere if society was organized differently

john wieners
john wieners

one of the greatest poets to ever do it

IMG_8308 copy.jpg
readers list for the big reading winter 18 edition
readers list for the big reading winter 18 edition
making progress on collage sculpture drawing
making progress on collage sculpture drawing
boyer + jeff sedrel painting
boyer + jeff sedrel painting
FOR REAL STOP TELLING PEOPEL TO BUY ART CUZ IT'S THE 'RIGHT THING TO DO' IT'S BULLSHIT SHAME DON'T ACTIVATE JOY. PERIOD
FOR REAL STOP TELLING PEOPEL TO BUY ART CUZ IT'S THE 'RIGHT THING TO DO' IT'S BULLSHIT SHAME DON'T ACTIVATE JOY. PERIOD
rx
rx
i graduated
i graduated
IMG_3666.jpg
ana carrete poem
ana carrete poem
la buvette
la buvette

legendary photo of la buvette legend flipping off a dumbass customer (dumbass posted a yelp review about it)

fuckers books wisdom
fuckers books wisdom
untitled
untitled
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untitled kiss
untitled kiss
three drawings by thalia rodgers
three drawings by thalia rodgers

(i bought these drawings)

river rouge by christian mickovic
river rouge by christian mickovic

(i bought this painting)

guess which lefty handwriting sample is mine
guess which lefty handwriting sample is mine
tugboat set up
tugboat set up

watching peggy arrange my work was crazy inspiring she’s so great

graffito pdx
graffito pdx
all i need in this life of sin
all i need in this life of sin
bee
bee
graffito pdx
graffito pdx
philosophy
philosophy
simple drawings
simple drawings
i'm a punk and i like cher
i'm a punk and i like cher

the person i sat next to at kc zine con was selling these shirts and i bought one for my fav cher superfan!

new swim trunks
new swim trunks
rip nancy
rip nancy
the pacific ocean
the pacific ocean
boyer and mikaela snoozin
boyer and mikaela snoozin

before i took this picture i was sleeping next to boyer basically pressed against the wall lmao

two more drawings at ctch's house
two more drawings at ctch's house
graffito pdx
graffito pdx
untitled
untitled
i am a king and this is my crown
i am a king and this is my crown
my 1st ever art show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my 1st ever art show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

much love to peggy gomez + tugboat gallery!

art in amsterdam
art in amsterdam

shy sent me this picture of a drawing i did in her room in amsterdam.

sad figure
sad figure
evolution
evolution
do not kill each other
do not kill each other
bear witness to that which is by ameen wahba
bear witness to that which is by ameen wahba

second merrily merrily merrily merrily booklet by ameen wahba. really stoked about it. ameen is amazing. click here to buy, scroll down to read for free.

omaha zine fest
omaha zine fest

merrily merrily merrily merrily table. my 1st ever zine fest table set up.

PAUL
PAUL

i wore my omaha zine fest name tag on my head

merrilymerrilymerrilymerrily.bigcartel.com
merrilymerrilymerrilymerrily.bigcartel.com

finally getting this publishing project off the ground. first title is TRYING TO END THE WAR by amanda huckins. click here to snag a booklet

poem by lauren ireland
poem by lauren ireland

I FUCKING LOVE LI’S POETRY. BUY HER BOOK FEELINGS HERE.

discourse w luis
discourse w luis

i’ve enjoyed talking with luis lately about film, the internet, other things

untitled drawing
untitled drawing
me & my mom
me & my mom

<3

matisse study
matisse study
study of a painting at my parents' house
study of a painting at my parents' house

got an art show coming up in june 2018. makin stuff.

untitled drawing
untitled drawing

this is one of the first drawings i did that i thought was cool as hell.

a look
a look
self-portrait
self-portrait
"so what does your saturday look like?" by josephine karre
"so what does your saturday look like?" by josephine karre

i saw this painting during a first friday art walk. i can't remember where i heard this, i think it was in a movie, but it was: "only buy a piece of art if you have to have it." i felt that way with this one.

cusp of sensitivity
cusp of sensitivity

me… cindy crawford… kurt cobain… rihanna… george washington…

art @ the sheldon #1
art @ the sheldon #1

i enjoy walking around the sheldon museum of art and looking at stuff.

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art @ the sheldon #2
art @ the sheldon #2

this is rly inspiring to me.

frightened figure
frightened figure
iphone screen
iphone screen

i'm obsessed with iphone screen minimalism & this is my greatest accomplishment.

microfiction
microfiction

this short story by josh beran is one of my favorite pieces of writing ever. 

INSANE / NO REGRETS
INSANE / NO REGRETS

this is one of my favorite images ever. a friend of mine had it as their facebook cover for awhile. 

omaha art show
omaha art show

some of my drawings were included in a group show called "Variable Gain" at the michael phipps gallery.

protest diptych pt 1
protest diptych pt 1
protest diptych pt 2
protest diptych pt 2
FUCK PRESCRIPTIVISM
FUCK PRESCRIPTIVISM

my friend kyle turned me onto this worldview. language prescriptivism is when ppl are all like *extremely condescending voice* "AAAACTUALLY THE PROPER WAY TO USE AN ADVERB IN THAT INSTANCE WOULD BE BLAH BLAH BLAH". language descriptivism is when you recognize that language is this ever-changing wild ass human experiment. language rules are arbitrary and invented. this tweet is from noz, who is a music critic, he mostly writes about rap music, but also does a fair amount of internet-centered media criticism. he runs a record store in the bay area.

DIO 2017
DIO 2017

DIOFEST, short for do-it-ourselves fest, is a semi-annual free music and learning festival.

the system is broken
the system is broken

this is a t-shirt i designed for do-it-ourselves fest in lincoln. i was wearing it in lawrence, ks recently and a crustpunk/hippie bro asked if i would trade him shirts, so i gave him my “the system is broken” shirt in exchange for his red tank top. it seemed like it would be bullshit of me, to wear a shirt that says “the system is broken”, and not be willing to give it to someone who asked for it nicely.

trying to create trying to end the war
trying to create trying to end the war

i'm working with amanda on a 2nd edition of her chapbook "trying to end the war.". she did a hand-made version in 2016 & it knocked my socks off.

love fuckers books
love fuckers books
fuckers books is awesome
fuckers books is awesome
awesome poem
awesome poem

i've been reading this poem out loud every day and sending it to friends. buy the book that it's in.

TORNADO!
TORNADO!

this is the first ever collaboration between me and thalia rodgers under the name RATSKULL.

goya study
goya study
nong's khao man gai pdx
nong's khao man gai pdx
favorite image
favorite image

this is the insta post of mine i think about the most.  it's an advertisement for some product designed to reduce wire clutter. but  that hand and that phrase really speak to exactly how i feel navigating modernity.

weird sandwich
weird sandwich

i made this sandwich after i, having woke up before everyone, cleaned up a friend’s house the morning after a party whilst listening to ep 6 of new models podcast

SP CE "cult"???
SP CE "cult"???

a lot of ppl tatted the SP CE logo on their body. some ppl have described this behavior as "cult" like. 

gulf war study
gulf war study
writer's group notes
writer's group notes

a big part of my life is this weekly writing group i've been helping to facilitate since 07. most things i've written i've shared with a handful of people. i try to write down everything anyone says then review it later. it's fun.

kc #2
kc #2

it's funny to me how both of these pictures feature me with my mouth agape. to my left is re chang, who is a really awesome writer/artist.

aliens ticket!
aliens ticket!

in june 2017 i was in a play by the aliens. it was written by this amazing playwright named annie baker. it was at this cool arts space in lincoln called The Mez (which is now closed, RIP).

aliens act 2 scene 2
aliens act 2 scene 2

a lot of my lines in the aliens were stuff like, "yeah and it's like, well. i'm not sure how to put it. but. imagine you're standing on a roof looking down. .... and like ... well ... uh ... it's like i don't know. i don't know what i'm saying." this scene was the one where i had the most lines like that.

aliens act 2 scene 3
aliens act 2 scene 3

this scene required me to have an emotional breakdown.

sculpture study
sculpture study
phonebooth
phonebooth
erotic selfie
erotic selfie
melt me
melt me

i enjoy this graffito. picture on wall by jon augustine.

stranger
stranger

idk who this is. we talked a bit that night. i like this picture a lot. i wish i could send a print of it or something to whoever this is.

mimetic desire
mimetic desire

this is a fuckn killer shakespeare quote that i heard on an episode of the podcast "Entitled Opinions". renee girard is the guest who brought up and his thoughts on "mimetic desire" blew my mind

blast from the past bush era phc
blast from the past bush era phc
gertrude stein
gertrude stein

poetry lejend

inherent vice
inherent vice

i like this movie. the way this relationship is rendered is beautiful to me. a strange melancholy, an uneasy love.

I WANT MORE LIFE, FUCKER
I WANT MORE LIFE, FUCKER

me, justin, and lucy put this together to distribute at the POETRY MADE OF DIAMONDS reading series at uncharted books in chicago.

give up
give up

one of my fav poems.

i spilled ink on my carpet :(
i spilled ink on my carpet :(
tree
tree
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mattress on a chevy
mattress on a chevy

i enjoy iphone photography. casual modes of image making... snapshots, party pics,... are really cool. i like how color functions in this pic.

building
building

was walking around omaha and saw this building.

quasi fascist cough drop wrapper
quasi fascist cough drop wrapper

smfh

oregon mirror selfie after having been "best man" for first time ever
oregon mirror selfie after having been "best man" for first time ever
wardrobe malfunction
wardrobe malfunction
good light
good light

good light is the best.

me & my mom :)
me & my mom :)

this is drawing i did is a study of my mom's favorite photo of her and i.

cat on a drawing
cat on a drawing

my all-time fav cat chilling on a drawing of mine 😻

jake gillespie drawings
jake gillespie drawings

one of the greatest events in SP CE was an art show by jake gillespie + drone music by the band bus gas.

no thanks/sauce
no thanks/sauce

poem by rachael wolfe, printing by amanda huckins.

sculpture study
sculpture study
sculpture study
sculpture study
mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345
mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345

one of my least favorite journalistic tropes is the “one could easily imagine” where the writer has no way to insert an idea into a story based on the actual material they’ve actually collected, so they invent a hypothetical being and muse re: what said being might be thinking. FUCK. OFF.

mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345
mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345
old doodle
old doodle
scar
scar

i got this scar when i was really drunk and it was one of the worst nights of my life. i have since quit drinking alcohol and that was the best choice i ever made.

broken chair
broken chair

this chair was in my yard for years. i took a lot of pictures of it. i was fascinated by the different ways that nature enacted itself upon this chair.

florida
florida

stairwell in tampa

mtn dew hat
mtn dew hat

i fuckn bought a fuckn mtn dew hat.

the commons
the commons

early picture of the commons. 

detail
detail

small part of a larger drawing. 

boyer
boyer
CATACOMB
CATACOMB

my fav print mag i've ever been published in. edited/published by maria anderson.

combing the twitter archives
combing the twitter archives
to-do list
to-do list

having to-do lists is really helpful to me. this is kind of a shitty to-do list, though. don't emulate this to-do list.

tfw yr friend has the perf classical art image on the ready
tfw yr friend has the perf classical art image on the ready
becky
becky

one of the first performances in SP CE... a musical poetic visual journey guided by rebecca ankenbrand. becky has been one of my biggest inspirations for as long as i've been active as an artist. she makes great chocolate.

@corrupt_nba
@corrupt_nba

i enjoy this conspiratorial twitter feed.

old poem
old poem

my grandma wrote this poem.

mission statement
mission statement

i helped draft this mission statement. i have mixed feelings on mission statements. i don't know what impact drafting this mission statement had. i love the mission statement, the words of it, but part of me thinks it was just a thing we decided we had to do. 

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work in progress drawing
work in progress drawing

i enjoy using shards of my own stuff as collage materials. 

idk the title of this painting
idk the title of this painting

i like this painting.

axl
axl

FUCKERS BOOKS posted this pic on insta. axl looks so sexy in this picture.

🔥🔥🔥
🔥🔥🔥
new psych
new psych

my new psych has dope furniture in her waiting room

tweet draft
tweet draft

crying family would be a superb emoji. it also annoys me that there's no crying kitty.

wretched historical marker
wretched historical marker
merrily4x
merrily4x

simply love mailing magazine sized newsprint booklets to jade lacy the only motherfucker on EARTH with a full collection of EVERYTHING i’ve printed thus far

mood
mood
hypernormalisation
hypernormalisation

this is a picture i took of my tv while the adam curtis movie hypernormalisation was playing. i'm a big fan of adam curtis. the power of nightmares and the century of the self were both very important to me. the lyrics "how fucking shitty i feel" are from this dope russian punk song.

laundromat
laundromat

i enjoy laundromats. i think they are very soothing places to spend time.

filter limit selfie
filter limit selfie

i took a selfie and did the vivid cool filter to it over and over until it stopped changing

selfie for ozf
selfie for ozf

as i type this i'm in the process of applying for a half-table at omaha zine fest and i need to post an image online so i'm posting it here.

graffito
graffito

spotted in love library.

mixtape station + art by alex savage
mixtape station + art by alex savage

a friend of mine loaned her her mixtape station, i’ve been making a lot of tapes, it’s been fun. i hope to write a blog about it.

another friend of mine made those drawings. buy his art here.

me &amp; boyer
me & boyer
eating with tony
eating with tony

i told tony we should hit up this vietnamese place by wesleyan. we get to the parking lot and he’s like, “where is it?” i point to a sign that says house of hunan chinese food. i’m like, “it’s called house of hunan chinese food but they serve vietnamese.” tony’s laughs. “awesome.” we eat. talk about life and shit. love it when tony is in town. miss being able to kick it with him more.

awesome song
awesome song
sleep mask
sleep mask

i started using sleep masks last year. my gf got me this one at forever 21.

mid90s sucks
mid90s sucks

i have this tweet in my drafts “mid90s is more racist than peppermint”

art/commerce
art/commerce
fun with feelings
fun with feelings
selfie iphone background
selfie iphone background
IMG_3498.PNG
 these hands are on top of the thing that houses my aunt nancy’s ashes.

these hands are on top of the thing that houses my aunt nancy’s ashes.

a bunch of boxes under a tree
a bunch of boxes under a tree

HOW MANY TREES YOU HAVE TO KILL TO STACK UP THAT MANY BOXES UNDER A TREE?

nature photography
nature photography
whip-its
whip-its
chair
chair
magnet poetry feat. jade
magnet poetry feat. jade
scott frost + mtn dew
scott frost + mtn dew

i’m obsessed w scofro/dew images

wall art
wall art
thalia's art + tapes
thalia's art + tapes
glitche app
glitche app

i’ve been enjoying fucking around with this app. i would like to do more. i want to start printing out pictures i take, large format, then drawing on them.

IMG_3537.JPG
i put a boyer sticker on the fridge in neal's beer pong room
i put a boyer sticker on the fridge in neal's beer pong room
democracy
democracy
election day look
election day look
earwax
earwax
selfie sublime
the clutter of it all
anger
Screen Shot 2019-08-28 at 4.43.41 PM.png
i'm a pisces but i'd rather be a killer whale
exit sign
john wieners
IMG_8308 copy.jpg
readers list for the big reading winter 18 edition
making progress on collage sculpture drawing
boyer + jeff sedrel painting
FOR REAL STOP TELLING PEOPEL TO BUY ART CUZ IT'S THE 'RIGHT THING TO DO' IT'S BULLSHIT SHAME DON'T ACTIVATE JOY. PERIOD
rx
i graduated
IMG_3666.jpg
ana carrete poem
la buvette
fuckers books wisdom
untitled
Screen Shot 2019-08-28 at 4.37.52 PM.png
untitled kiss
three drawings by thalia rodgers
river rouge by christian mickovic
guess which lefty handwriting sample is mine
tugboat set up
graffito pdx
all i need in this life of sin
bee
graffito pdx
philosophy
simple drawings
i'm a punk and i like cher
new swim trunks
rip nancy
the pacific ocean
boyer and mikaela snoozin
two more drawings at ctch's house
graffito pdx
untitled
i am a king and this is my crown
my 1st ever art show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
art in amsterdam
sad figure
evolution
do not kill each other
bear witness to that which is by ameen wahba
omaha zine fest
PAUL
merrilymerrilymerrilymerrily.bigcartel.com
poem by lauren ireland
discourse w luis
untitled drawing
me &amp; my mom
matisse study
study of a painting at my parents' house
untitled drawing
a look
self-portrait
"so what does your saturday look like?" by josephine karre
cusp of sensitivity
art @ the sheldon #1
Screen Shot 2019-08-28 at 4.40.05 PM.png
art @ the sheldon #2
frightened figure
iphone screen
microfiction
INSANE / NO REGRETS
omaha art show
protest diptych pt 1
protest diptych pt 2
FUCK PRESCRIPTIVISM
DIO 2017
the system is broken
trying to create trying to end the war
love fuckers books
fuckers books is awesome
awesome poem
TORNADO!
goya study
nong's khao man gai pdx
favorite image
weird sandwich
SP CE "cult"???
gulf war study
writer's group notes
kc #2
aliens ticket!
aliens act 2 scene 2
aliens act 2 scene 3
sculpture study
phonebooth
erotic selfie
melt me
stranger
mimetic desire
blast from the past bush era phc
gertrude stein
inherent vice
I WANT MORE LIFE, FUCKER
give up
i spilled ink on my carpet :(
tree
Screen Shot 2019-08-28 at 4.39.51 PM.png
mattress on a chevy
building
quasi fascist cough drop wrapper
oregon mirror selfie after having been "best man" for first time ever
wardrobe malfunction
good light
me & my mom :)
cat on a drawing
jake gillespie drawings
no thanks/sauce
sculpture study
sculpture study
mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345
mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345
old doodle
scar
broken chair
florida
mtn dew hat
the commons
detail
boyer
CATACOMB
combing the twitter archives
to-do list
tfw yr friend has the perf classical art image on the ready
becky
@corrupt_nba
old poem
mission statement
Screen Shot 2019-08-28 at 4.37.10 PM.png
work in progress drawing
idk the title of this painting
axl
🔥🔥🔥
new psych
tweet draft
wretched historical marker
merrily4x
mood
hypernormalisation
laundromat
filter limit selfie
selfie for ozf
graffito
mixtape station + art by alex savage
me &amp; boyer
eating with tony
awesome song
sleep mask
mid90s sucks
art/commerce
fun with feelings
selfie iphone background
IMG_3498.PNG
 these hands are on top of the thing that houses my aunt nancy’s ashes.
a bunch of boxes under a tree
nature photography
whip-its
chair
magnet poetry feat. jade
scott frost + mtn dew
wall art
thalia's art + tapes
glitche app
IMG_3537.JPG
i put a boyer sticker on the fridge in neal's beer pong room
democracy
election day look
earwax
selfie sublime
the clutter of it all

poem set to music https://paulhansonclark.bandcamp.com/track/the-clutter-of-it-all

anger
i'm a pisces but i'd rather be a killer whale
exit sign

parking garage at 14th & p in lincoln there’s all these neat handpainted exit signs toward the end of the ramp. shit like that could be everywhere if society was organized differently

john wieners

one of the greatest poets to ever do it

readers list for the big reading winter 18 edition
making progress on collage sculpture drawing
boyer + jeff sedrel painting
FOR REAL STOP TELLING PEOPEL TO BUY ART CUZ IT'S THE 'RIGHT THING TO DO' IT'S BULLSHIT SHAME DON'T ACTIVATE JOY. PERIOD
rx
i graduated
ana carrete poem
la buvette

legendary photo of la buvette legend flipping off a dumbass customer (dumbass posted a yelp review about it)

fuckers books wisdom
untitled
untitled kiss
three drawings by thalia rodgers

(i bought these drawings)

river rouge by christian mickovic

(i bought this painting)

guess which lefty handwriting sample is mine
tugboat set up

watching peggy arrange my work was crazy inspiring she’s so great

graffito pdx
all i need in this life of sin
bee
graffito pdx
philosophy
simple drawings
i'm a punk and i like cher

the person i sat next to at kc zine con was selling these shirts and i bought one for my fav cher superfan!

new swim trunks
rip nancy
the pacific ocean
boyer and mikaela snoozin

before i took this picture i was sleeping next to boyer basically pressed against the wall lmao

two more drawings at ctch's house
graffito pdx
untitled
i am a king and this is my crown
my 1st ever art show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

much love to peggy gomez + tugboat gallery!

art in amsterdam

shy sent me this picture of a drawing i did in her room in amsterdam.

sad figure
evolution
do not kill each other
bear witness to that which is by ameen wahba

second merrily merrily merrily merrily booklet by ameen wahba. really stoked about it. ameen is amazing. click here to buy, scroll down to read for free.

omaha zine fest

merrily merrily merrily merrily table. my 1st ever zine fest table set up.

PAUL

i wore my omaha zine fest name tag on my head

merrilymerrilymerrilymerrily.bigcartel.com

finally getting this publishing project off the ground. first title is TRYING TO END THE WAR by amanda huckins. click here to snag a booklet

poem by lauren ireland

I FUCKING LOVE LI’S POETRY. BUY HER BOOK FEELINGS HERE.

discourse w luis

i’ve enjoyed talking with luis lately about film, the internet, other things

untitled drawing
me & my mom

<3

matisse study
study of a painting at my parents' house

got an art show coming up in june 2018. makin stuff.

untitled drawing

this is one of the first drawings i did that i thought was cool as hell.

a look
self-portrait
"so what does your saturday look like?" by josephine karre

i saw this painting during a first friday art walk. i can't remember where i heard this, i think it was in a movie, but it was: "only buy a piece of art if you have to have it." i felt that way with this one.

cusp of sensitivity

me… cindy crawford… kurt cobain… rihanna… george washington…

art @ the sheldon #1

i enjoy walking around the sheldon museum of art and looking at stuff.

art @ the sheldon #2

this is rly inspiring to me.

frightened figure
iphone screen

i'm obsessed with iphone screen minimalism & this is my greatest accomplishment.

microfiction

this short story by josh beran is one of my favorite pieces of writing ever. 

INSANE / NO REGRETS

this is one of my favorite images ever. a friend of mine had it as their facebook cover for awhile. 

omaha art show

some of my drawings were included in a group show called "Variable Gain" at the michael phipps gallery.

protest diptych pt 1
protest diptych pt 2
FUCK PRESCRIPTIVISM

my friend kyle turned me onto this worldview. language prescriptivism is when ppl are all like *extremely condescending voice* "AAAACTUALLY THE PROPER WAY TO USE AN ADVERB IN THAT INSTANCE WOULD BE BLAH BLAH BLAH". language descriptivism is when you recognize that language is this ever-changing wild ass human experiment. language rules are arbitrary and invented. this tweet is from noz, who is a music critic, he mostly writes about rap music, but also does a fair amount of internet-centered media criticism. he runs a record store in the bay area.

DIO 2017

DIOFEST, short for do-it-ourselves fest, is a semi-annual free music and learning festival.

the system is broken

this is a t-shirt i designed for do-it-ourselves fest in lincoln. i was wearing it in lawrence, ks recently and a crustpunk/hippie bro asked if i would trade him shirts, so i gave him my “the system is broken” shirt in exchange for his red tank top. it seemed like it would be bullshit of me, to wear a shirt that says “the system is broken”, and not be willing to give it to someone who asked for it nicely.

trying to create trying to end the war

i'm working with amanda on a 2nd edition of her chapbook "trying to end the war.". she did a hand-made version in 2016 & it knocked my socks off.

love fuckers books
fuckers books is awesome
awesome poem

i've been reading this poem out loud every day and sending it to friends. buy the book that it's in.

TORNADO!

this is the first ever collaboration between me and thalia rodgers under the name RATSKULL.

goya study
nong's khao man gai pdx
favorite image

this is the insta post of mine i think about the most.  it's an advertisement for some product designed to reduce wire clutter. but  that hand and that phrase really speak to exactly how i feel navigating modernity.

weird sandwich

i made this sandwich after i, having woke up before everyone, cleaned up a friend’s house the morning after a party whilst listening to ep 6 of new models podcast

SP CE "cult"???

a lot of ppl tatted the SP CE logo on their body. some ppl have described this behavior as "cult" like. 

gulf war study
writer's group notes

a big part of my life is this weekly writing group i've been helping to facilitate since 07. most things i've written i've shared with a handful of people. i try to write down everything anyone says then review it later. it's fun.

kc #2

it's funny to me how both of these pictures feature me with my mouth agape. to my left is re chang, who is a really awesome writer/artist.

aliens ticket!

in june 2017 i was in a play by the aliens. it was written by this amazing playwright named annie baker. it was at this cool arts space in lincoln called The Mez (which is now closed, RIP).

aliens act 2 scene 2

a lot of my lines in the aliens were stuff like, "yeah and it's like, well. i'm not sure how to put it. but. imagine you're standing on a roof looking down. .... and like ... well ... uh ... it's like i don't know. i don't know what i'm saying." this scene was the one where i had the most lines like that.

aliens act 2 scene 3

this scene required me to have an emotional breakdown.

sculpture study
phonebooth
erotic selfie
melt me

i enjoy this graffito. picture on wall by jon augustine.

stranger

idk who this is. we talked a bit that night. i like this picture a lot. i wish i could send a print of it or something to whoever this is.

mimetic desire

this is a fuckn killer shakespeare quote that i heard on an episode of the podcast "Entitled Opinions". renee girard is the guest who brought up and his thoughts on "mimetic desire" blew my mind

blast from the past bush era phc
gertrude stein

poetry lejend

inherent vice

i like this movie. the way this relationship is rendered is beautiful to me. a strange melancholy, an uneasy love.

I WANT MORE LIFE, FUCKER

me, justin, and lucy put this together to distribute at the POETRY MADE OF DIAMONDS reading series at uncharted books in chicago.

give up

one of my fav poems.

i spilled ink on my carpet :(
tree
mattress on a chevy

i enjoy iphone photography. casual modes of image making... snapshots, party pics,... are really cool. i like how color functions in this pic.

building

was walking around omaha and saw this building.

quasi fascist cough drop wrapper

smfh

oregon mirror selfie after having been "best man" for first time ever
wardrobe malfunction
good light

good light is the best.

me & my mom :)

this is drawing i did is a study of my mom's favorite photo of her and i.

cat on a drawing

my all-time fav cat chilling on a drawing of mine 😻

jake gillespie drawings

one of the greatest events in SP CE was an art show by jake gillespie + drone music by the band bus gas.

no thanks/sauce

poem by rachael wolfe, printing by amanda huckins.

sculpture study
sculpture study
mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345

one of my least favorite journalistic tropes is the “one could easily imagine” where the writer has no way to insert an idea into a story based on the actual material they’ve actually collected, so they invent a hypothetical being and muse re: what said being might be thinking. FUCK. OFF.

mediocre ass shitty sexist writing vol 2342879230475902345
old doodle
scar

i got this scar when i was really drunk and it was one of the worst nights of my life. i have since quit drinking alcohol and that was the best choice i ever made.

broken chair

this chair was in my yard for years. i took a lot of pictures of it. i was fascinated by the different ways that nature enacted itself upon this chair.

florida

stairwell in tampa

mtn dew hat

i fuckn bought a fuckn mtn dew hat.

the commons

early picture of the commons. 

detail

small part of a larger drawing. 

boyer
CATACOMB

my fav print mag i've ever been published in. edited/published by maria anderson.

combing the twitter archives
to-do list

having to-do lists is really helpful to me. this is kind of a shitty to-do list, though. don't emulate this to-do list.

tfw yr friend has the perf classical art image on the ready
becky

one of the first performances in SP CE... a musical poetic visual journey guided by rebecca ankenbrand. becky has been one of my biggest inspirations for as long as i've been active as an artist. she makes great chocolate.

@corrupt_nba

i enjoy this conspiratorial twitter feed.

old poem

my grandma wrote this poem.

mission statement

i helped draft this mission statement. i have mixed feelings on mission statements. i don't know what impact drafting this mission statement had. i love the mission statement, the words of it, but part of me thinks it was just a thing we decided we had to do. 

work in progress drawing

i enjoy using shards of my own stuff as collage materials. 

idk the title of this painting

i like this painting.

axl

FUCKERS BOOKS posted this pic on insta. axl looks so sexy in this picture.

🔥🔥🔥
new psych

my new psych has dope furniture in her waiting room

tweet draft

crying family would be a superb emoji. it also annoys me that there's no crying kitty.

wretched historical marker
merrily4x

simply love mailing magazine sized newsprint booklets to jade lacy the only motherfucker on EARTH with a full collection of EVERYTHING i’ve printed thus far

mood
hypernormalisation

this is a picture i took of my tv while the adam curtis movie hypernormalisation was playing. i'm a big fan of adam curtis. the power of nightmares and the century of the self were both very important to me. the lyrics "how fucking shitty i feel" are from this dope russian punk song.

laundromat

i enjoy laundromats. i think they are very soothing places to spend time.

filter limit selfie

i took a selfie and did the vivid cool filter to it over and over until it stopped changing

selfie for ozf

as i type this i'm in the process of applying for a half-table at omaha zine fest and i need to post an image online so i'm posting it here.

graffito

spotted in love library.

mixtape station + art by alex savage

a friend of mine loaned her her mixtape station, i’ve been making a lot of tapes, it’s been fun. i hope to write a blog about it.

another friend of mine made those drawings. buy his art here.

me & boyer
eating with tony

i told tony we should hit up this vietnamese place by wesleyan. we get to the parking lot and he’s like, “where is it?” i point to a sign that says house of hunan chinese food. i’m like, “it’s called house of hunan chinese food but they serve vietnamese.” tony’s laughs. “awesome.” we eat. talk about life and shit. love it when tony is in town. miss being able to kick it with him more.

awesome song
sleep mask

i started using sleep masks last year. my gf got me this one at forever 21.

mid90s sucks

i have this tweet in my drafts “mid90s is more racist than peppermint”

art/commerce
fun with feelings
selfie iphone background

these hands are on top of the thing that houses my aunt nancy’s ashes.

a bunch of boxes under a tree

HOW MANY TREES YOU HAVE TO KILL TO STACK UP THAT MANY BOXES UNDER A TREE?

nature photography
whip-its
chair
magnet poetry feat. jade
scott frost + mtn dew

i’m obsessed w scofro/dew images

wall art
thalia's art + tapes
glitche app

i’ve been enjoying fucking around with this app. i would like to do more. i want to start printing out pictures i take, large format, then drawing on them.

i put a boyer sticker on the fridge in neal's beer pong room
democracy
election day look
earwax
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